I Still Don't Know What Episcopalian Means.

I Might Sound Crazy About This But, Years Ago, My Mom Told Me: "we Almost Died When You Were Born. Both Of Us." I Was A Caesarean Baby, And The Doctor Who Delivered Me Later Told Me, "i Opened Your Mother Up, And You Were Right There. It Freaked Me Out Because Everything Was Broken And Out-there." I've Thought About It A Lot - Could This Have Something To Do With The Fact That I'm Only Happy When I'm At Home And Alone? Maybe I Was Just Freaking Out For Two Weeks Before I Was Born, Feeling Really Insecure.

I Realized I Was Trying To Be Friends With Somebody Who I Used To Be With But Who I Didn't Get Along With. I'm Really Big On That. I Need To Be Friends With Everyone That I've Ever Had A Relationship With.

It's Calm Under The Waves In The Blue Of My Oblivion.

I Don't Think What I Look Like Is Relevant.

The Truth Is It's Fun To Be Up There And Know That You're In Your Underwear. Even Though I Know I'm Exploiting My Sexuality In A Certain Way, It's Fun! It Boosts My Ego.