I Spent My Whole Life Trying To

I Don't Have High Expectations Anymore. Maybe They've Just Been Beaten Out Of Me.

I Spent My Whole Life Trying To Play The Games Males Play.

Everyone At 'csi' Has Been So Great To Work With, And So Great In Terms Of Scheduling. There's A Real Feeling Of Family On That Set... I've Grown To Have So Much Respect For The Cast And Crew - They're Been Together So Many Years And Still Care About The Show And Each Other.

Sadness, Joy, Wonder - All Feelings Come From A Place Of Grounded Strength That Comes From Trust In Yourself. We Spend So Much Time Trying To Control Our Feelings Out Of Fear That Something May Happen, That Somebody May Not Love Us, Or Walk Away Or Die. It's Only When You Stop Living In That Fear Of What Other People Might Do To You Or How They Will React, Only Then Are You Free To Be Alive.

My Mom Had Started To Go To Work When I Was Nine Or Ten, So I Was Aware Of Women Trying To Find Their Own Identities By Working. But I Was Still Influenced By Men To Such An Extreme. I Wanted To Play Their Games And Wanted To Compete In Their World And Be Like Them.