I Realize It's Probably Best To Keep

I Still Get Nervous On Dates. I'll Be Sitting At Dinner With A Guy And I Have To Excuse Myself And Go To The Bathroom Because I Can't Breathe.

Whenever I Get Frustrated, I Tell Myself, You Could Be Working At A 7-eleven Right Now, So Never Take For Granted What You Do For A Living.

Your Life Changes. Everything Has To Be Done Perfectly, And I Didn't Follow That. I Lived My Life As If I Wasn't In The Public Eye. I Thought, 'i'm Young. I Have The Right To Experience New Things, And If I Want To Go To A Bar And Get Drunk, That's My Prerogative.'

I'm Unbelievably Claustrophobic, And I Have Really Bad Anxiety. There Were A Few Moment When I Was Very Dramatic And Thought, 'i'm Not Going To Live Through This. I'm Going To Hyperventilate And Just Die. Right Here In Jail.'

Playboy Is Very Easy To Work With In The Sense That You Tell Them What You Don't Want To Do-that You Don't Want To Show Full Breasts Or Whatever-and There Are No Arguments About It.