I Once Asked God What I Could

For Some Years I Deserted Religion In Favour Of Marxism. The Republic Of Goodness Seemed More Attainable Than The Kingdom Of God.

What Would I Have Done If I'd Been Put To The Test? Would I Have Risked My Own Life For People I Hardly Knew? Probably, I Would Have Looked The Other Way At Best Or Become Another Apologist For Evil At Worst.

It's More Fun To Watch Without Joining In.

Praying Privately In Churches, I Began To Discover That Heaven Was My True Home And Also That It Was Here And Now, Woven Into This Life.

I Was Certainly Open For Something Being On The Edge Of A Nervous Breakdown, Perplexed By My Own Sexuality. I Was Gay.