I Never Deviated From My Grim Determination

It Is Human Nature To Instinctively Rebel At Obscurity Or Ordinariness.

I Shudder At The Very Thought Of Being Born Again Into This World. Life To Me . . . Has Been A Monstrous, Painful, Agonizing Affair, And The Idea Of Repeating Such An Existence - Even If Better In A Way - Is Horrifying To Me. . . . I Gratefully Look Forward To Oblivion, But I Must Be Sure Of It.

I Wanted To Acquire An Education, Work Extremely Hard And Never Deviate From My Goal, To Make It.

Are We Not All Desperate One Way Or Another?

We Are Not Old Unless We Desire To Be.