I Mean I Never Feel I Feel

I Knew I Would Always Want To Go On Living With Myself, However Hollow I Became, However Diseased.

Just Those Three Words, Said And Meant. I Love You. They Were Quite Hopeless. He Said It As He Might Have Said, I Have Cancer. His Fairy Story.

That Is The Great Distinction Between The Sexes. Men See Objects, Women Seetherelationship Between Objects? It Is An Extra Dimension Of Feeling Which We Men Are Without And One That Makes War Abhorrent To All Real Women?and Absurd.

Alive. Alive In The Way That Death Is Alive.

One Degrades Oneself Sometimes In The Effort Not To Be Lonely.