I Love You Still, Against My Will.

You Get Mixed Messages Because I Have Mixed Feelings.

I Feel Like I’m Eighty Years Old. I’m Tired Of Life And My Mind Wants To Die.

To Create Something Beautiful About Despair Or Out Of A Feeling Of Despair Is For Me The Most Hopeful Life Affirming Thing A Person Can Do

I Love You Still, Against My Will.

You’ll Be All Right. You’re Strong. I Know You’ll Be Okay Because I Like You And You Can’t Like Someone Who Doesn’t Like Themself. The People I Fear For Are The Ones Who I Don’t Like Because They Hate Themselves So Much They Won’t Let Anyone Else Like Them Either. But I Do Like You. I’ll Miss You. And I Know You’ll Be Okay.