I Learned That Getting Mad Was Easier

Recognizing That There Is More Heartbreak In Continuous Disappointment Than A Void.

Whenever You Make A Big Decision In Life, At Least Any Decision Where You Have A Viable Alternative, There Is An Inevitable Uneasy Aftermath. Anxiety Is Merely A Sign That You're Taking Something Seriously.

Despite The Fact That I Have No Regrets About How Things Turned Out In My Life, I Still Can't Help Wanting To Understand My Intense Relationship With Leo, As Well As That Turbulent Time Between Adolescence And Adulthood When Everything Feels Raw And Invigorating And Scary-and Why Those Feelings Are All Coming Back To Me Now.

But One Thing I Have To Say About Darcy And Dating Is This: She Never Blew Us Off For A Guy. She Always Put Her Friends First- Which Is An Amazing Thing For A High School Girl To Do.

Blurring The Line Between Friendship And Attraction Was A Surefire To Lose A Friend.