I Justified It In So Many Ways.

I Didn't Choose The Fact That I Was Gay, But I Did Choose Whether To Live My Life As A Gay Woman-that Was The Terrifying Thing For Me. Especially Being A Gay Actress.

I Had To Find A Relationship With Someone Who Could Simultaneously Make Me Grow Up And Keep Me Forever Young.

I Didn't Understand That Playing Roles In Any Relationship Is False And Will Inevitably Lead To The Relationship's Collapse. No One Can Be Any One Thing All The Time.

And I Somehow Always Felt Less Lonely When I Was Completely Alone.

It's Always Fun To Play The Innocent, No Matter What You're Doing. If You Feel Like You're Doing The Right Thing, You Can Get Away With A Lot Comedically. I Had Definitely Missed Not Having A Conscience.