I Have Too Many Fantasies To Be

At Twelve I Looked Like A Girl Of Seventeen. My Body Was Developed And Shapely. I Still Wore The Blue Dress And The Blouse The Orphanage Provided. They Made Me Look Like An Overgrown Lummox.

It Stirs Up Envy, Fame Does.

I Believe That Everything Happens For A Reason. People Change So That You Can Learn To Let Go, Things Go Wrong So That You Appreciate Them When They're Right, You Believe Lies So You Eventually Learn To Trust No One But Yourself, And Sometimes Good Things Fall Apart So Better Things Can Fall Together.

I Know I Will Never Be Happy, But I Know I Can Be Gay!

Having A Child, That's Always Been My Biggest Fear. I Want A Child And I Fear A Child.