I Have Lost The Faculty Of Enjoying

Time Brought Resignation And A Melancholy Sweeter Than Common Joy.

And From The Midst Of Cheerless Gloom I Passed To Bright Unclouded Day.

Shall Earth No More Inspire Thee, Thou Lonely Dreamer Now?

Be With Me Always - Take Any Form - Drive Me Mad! Only Do Not Leave Me In This Abyss, Where I Cannot Find You! Oh, God! It Is Unutterable! I Can Not Live Without My Life! I Can Not Live Without My Soul!

But There's This One Difference: One Is Gold Put To The Use Of Paving-stones, And The Other Is Tin Polished To Ape A Service Of Silver. Mine Has Nothing Valuable About It; Yet I Shall Have The Merit Of Making It Go As Far As Such Poor Stuff Can Go. His Had First-rate Qualities, And They Are Lost, Rendered Worst Than Unavailing.