I Have Been To Heaven, I've Been

If You're Out There And Need Help, Please Seek It. Be Proud Of Your Valiant Day-to-day Struggle. There Is No Shame In Needing Support.

On New Year's Eve, My Dear Friend Lost His Battle With Depression . . . Though He Wasn't The First Friend I've Lost To Suicide, I Sure Hope He's The Last. I Wish I Had The Chance To Go Back And Tell Them What They Meant To Me. I Wish I Had The Chance To Beg Them To Seek Help, To Keep Fighting. I Wish They Knew That They Were Surrounded By Countless Others Who Struggle On A Daily Basis.

Whenever I Drive Under A Yellow Light, I Always Kiss My Finger And Tap It On The Roof Of The Car. And I Do That When I Get Onto A Plane As Well!

I'm A Fan Of Horrors. I Love The Ones That Make You Jump. My Girlfriend Hates It. I've Been Dating Her For One-and-a-half Years And I'm Crazy About Her, But She's Terrified Of Horror Films. Not The Cute 'will You Hold Me?' Way, But She's Weeping. With 'house Of Wax,' We'll Be Sleeping And I'll Go To The Bathroom And She's Sitting Up Waiting For Me.

I'm So Happy With My Family, My Career And My Friends, And I'd Like For Them To Be Here Forever, So I Guess Loss Is What Scares Me The Most.