I Felt I Was Beating A Rainbow

For Evil In The Open Is But Evil From Within That Has Been Let Out.

When You've Suffered A Great Deal In Life, Each Additional Pain Is Both Unbearable And Trifling.

My Suffering Left Me Sad And Gloomy.

High Calls Low And Low Calls High. I Tell You, If You Were In Such Dire Straits As I Was, You Too Would Elevate Your Thoughts. The Lower You Are, The Higher Your Mind Will Want To Soar.

I Wept Heartily Over This Poor Little Deceased Soul. It Was The First Sentient Being I Had Ever Killed. I Was Now A Killer. I Was Now As Guilty As Cain. I Was Sixteen Years Old, A Harmless Boy, Bookish And Religious, And Now I Had Blood On My Hands. It's A Terrible Burden To Carry. All Sentient Life Is Sacred.