I Don't Want To Marry Again. I

They Have - They Do Still Hit Me Occasionally, And It's An Overwhelming Grief For What - Even Though My Life Is So Good Now, Even Including Going Through Treatment For Cancer, My Life Is Incredible.

It Eats You Up. It Eats You Up. And You Have To - I Had A Lot Of Help. I Had A Lot Of Therapy. And I Was Able To - Because It Was Hard, You Know, To - You Can't Just Lay It On Friends And Children.

Over The Last Few Years, My Comfort Level With How I Look Has Improved. My Age Has Helped. You Get Used To Yourself And Accept Yourself.

There Were Times After My Marriage Ended Where, You Know, I Really Felt Like I Was At The Bottom Of A Mountain, There Was A Great Big, Fog Up There, And I'm Never Going To Cross To The Other Side.

I Believe I Have Lots Of Time. I Have To Believe That, That It Won't Come Back, And That That's Why I'm In Good Hands. But I Also Do Live My Life By Putting Nothing Off.