I Don't Think Anybody Wants To See

I Stand By The Lost Finale. It's The Story That We Wanted To Tell, And We Told It. No Excuses. No Apologies. I Look Back On It As Fondly As I Look Back On The Process Of Writing The Whole Show. And While I'll Always Care What You Think, I Can't Be A Slave To It Anymore. Here's Why: I Did It For Me. I Liked It. I Was Good At It. And I Was Really … I Was Alive.

The Year That 'lost' Started And Premiered Was, Without A Doubt, The Most Miserable Year Of My Life. The Level Of Despair And Anguish That I Was Feeling; I Was Clinically Depressed, And Anyone That You Talked To Who Knew Me At The Time Will Tell You That.

I've Always Been Really Interested In The Future, And I Feel Like All Of The Movies That I've Been Exposed To, Over The Course Of The Last 20 To 30 Years, Have Shown Me A Future That I Don't Really Want To Be Living In.

I Can't Live My Life Under The Sort Of "i Cannot Fail" Philosophy, Because Then Every Time I Do Fail, Which Feels More Inevitable Than Me Being Perfect All The Time, It's Going To Be Soul Crushing. And More Importantly, I'll Never Take Any Risks.

I've Always Been Fascinated By Disneyland And Disney World, And My Favorite Part Of The Park Was Always Tomorrowland.