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I Cannot Lose The One Thing That Keeps Me Alive : Hope -

Emotions Are Wild Horses. It Is Not Explanations That Carry Us Forward, But Our Will To Go On.

I Am Living Here And Now. The Blessing Of My Life Is That I Am Totally Concentrating On The Present Moment. And I Want To Be Because There Is Nothing But The Present Moment.

Because It Seemed Too Simple To Accept That Life Was An Act Of Faith.

My Aim Is To Understand Love. I Know How Alive I Felt When I Was In Love, And I Know That Everything I Have Now, However Interesting It Might Seem, Doesn't Really Excite Me. But Love Is A Terrible Thing: I've Seen My Girlfriends Suffer And I Don't Want The Same Thing To Happen To Me. [...] Although My Aim Is To Understand Love, And Although I Suffer To Think Of People To Whom I Gave My Heart, I See That Those Who Touched My Heart Failed To Arouse My Body, And That Those Who Aroused My Body Failed To Touch My Heart.