I Didn't Want To Be One Of

I See My Body As An Instrument, Rather Than An Ornament.

It's Not Just The 'grammys' That I've Pulled Out Of. I Also Pulled Out Of The English Awards As Well. The Reason That I Wanted To Pull Out Was Because I Believe Very Much That The Music Industry As A Whole Is Mainly Concerned With Material Success.

I Was Motivated By Just Thinking That If You Had All This External Success That Everyone Would Love You And Everything Would Be Peaceful And Wonderful.

When I'm In Pain And Grief And Despair, My Throat Is Clenched And My Heart Hurts.

Who I Am Inside Determines How I Feel About My Body Instead Of The Other Way Around