I Could Never Hurt Him Enough To

When I Look At The Abnegation Lifestyle As An Outsider, I Think It’s Beautiful. When I Watch My Family Move In Harmony; When We Go To Dinner Parties And Everyone Cleans Together Afterward Without Having To Be Asked; When I See Caleb Help Strangers Carry Their Groceries, I Fall In Love With This Life All Over Again.

One Choice Can Transform You. One Choice Can Destroy You. Once Choice Will Define You.

I Laugh, And It's Laughter, Not Light, That Casts Out The Darkness Building Within Me, That Reminds Me I Am Still Alive, Even In This Strange Place Where Everything I've Ever Known Is Coming Apart.

I Do Know Who You Are. I Just Needed To Be Reminded.

But Christina And I Are Not People Who Cry Together; We're People Who Fight Together. So I Hold My Tears In.