I Can't Say It's Not Painful Being

Jeffré [phillips] Is The Most Wonderful Guy In The World. He Has The Most Wonderful Heart, He's A Beautiful Human Being, And I Just Simply Adore Him. It's So Interesting How You Have To Switch Your Thoughts And Your Feelings When You're Working Together As A Business Partner With Your Best Friend And, All Of A Sudden, Love Enters The Picture. It's Such A Beautiful Thing, But At The Same Time, You're Trying To Decide, "where Do I Place This?"

I Knew That There Was An Underlying Thing There That I Was Never Really Able To Come Face To Face With. There's A Part Of Me That Wants To Always Protect Myself Because Of What I Had Gone Through. But I Learned That You Have To Let People In. Going To The Therapist Kind Of Helped Me With That.

Michael And I Talk At Least Every Two Weeks. He Understands Why I've Done The Things I Have.

It Is So Difficult In The World For People To Find Love, True Love.

That's One Of The Things That I Say To Myself As Far As A Ritual That I Have Every Day: "what Can I Do Today To Make It Better Than It Was Yesterday?"