I Can Let You In, Eva. I’m

Do You Want To Suck Face Or Not?” “suck Face?” His Head Fell Back And He Laughed, His Chest Vibrating Against Me. It Was A Lusty, Full-bodied Sound And My Toes Curled At Hearing It. Gideon Laughed So Rarely. My Hands Slid Under His Sweater And Glided Over That Warm Skin. My Lips Moved Over His Jaw. “is That A No?” “angel, I’ll Suck On Any Part Of Your Body I Can Get My Mouth On.

And Yet I Understood The Alienation Of Being Around Others Who Couldn't Really See You Or Chose Not To. I'd Felt The Self-loathing That Came With Being A Fraud, Protraying An Image Of What You Wished You Could Be But Weren't. I'd Lived With The Fear That People You Loved Might Turn Away From You If They Ever Got To Know The True Person Hidden Inside.

Why Can Men Be Boys All Of Their Lives, But We Women Must Grow Old While We Are Yet Young?

I Kicked Off My Shoes And Pulled His Hand Away From The Wheel So I Could Straddle His Lap And Hold Him. His Grip On Me Was Excruciatingly Tight, But I Didn't Complain. We Were On An Insanely Busy Street, With Endless Cars Rumbling Past On One Side And A Crush Of Pedestrians On The Other, But Neither Of Us Cared. He Was Shaking Violently, As If He Were Sobbing Uncontrollably, But He Made No Sound And Shed No Tears. The Sky Cried For Him, The Rain Coming Down Hard And Angry, Steaming Off The Ground.

I Can't Live Without My Smartphone, But I Really Geek On Coding. It's Not So Much Technology That I Like, But Puzzle Solving.