I Am The Good Girl And I

Nothing Is Put On Pause. Everything Is Still Happening. And Then As Far As Just Reflecting On What Got You To Where You Are, There Aren't Very Many Times Where We Have The Space To Sit And Reflect And Really Understand The Depth Of What It Took And The Grit That We Had To Have To Get To Where We Are.

If I Didn't Get A Job, Between 16 And 18, That Wasn't Significant, I Was Just Going To Go To College. I Didn't Want To Be A Struggling Actor At 36 With Five Kids, Doing Something I Hated. You See The Story So Much. It's Such A Vicious Business To Be In When You're Not Meant To Be In It.

As A Kid, I Was Always Sick. I Had Pneumonia, I Had Really Severe Allergies. And It Wasn't Until I Got Older, That I Realized Some Of That Was Caused By Toxins In Things Like Detergent. That Made Me Crazy, Because It's Supposed To Help Get Things Clean!

I Don't Really Have A Problem With Just Wanting Sex. Never Have. Even When I Was A Virgin And Wanted To Marry The First Guy Who I Slept With, I Never Passed Any Judgments About That. But Now I'm Done [with Dating Around].

Just Being A Mother Is Making Me A Big, Weepy Mess.