I Am Seeking, I Am Striving, I

You Have To First Experience What You Want To Express

And Love Makes One Calmer About Many Things, And In That Way, One Is More Fit For One's Work.

Often Whole Days Pass Without My Speaking To Anyone, Except To Ask For Diner Or Coffee. And It Has Been Like That Form The Beginning.

One Must Spoil As Many Canvases As One Succeeds With.

There Was A Sentence In Your Letter That Struck Me, “i Wish I Were Far Away From Everything, I Am The Cause Of All, And Bring Only Sorrow To Everybody, I Alone Have Brought All This Misery On Myself And Others.” These Words Struck Me Because That Same Feeling, Just The Same, Not More Nor Less, Is Also On My Conscience.