I Am Pretty Controlled I Have To

I Love That Feeling Of Being In Love, The Effect Of Having Butterflies When You Wake Up In The Morning. That Is Special.

Because I Was Never A 'where Do You See Yourself In Five Years' Person. I Had No Idea, And I Didn't Have A Checklist, Which Really Creates A Lot Less Stress In Your Life.

I Don't Know. I Don't Like Girls Whining And Complaining About Wanting A Man! I Never Liked "sex And The City", The Kind Of Thing Where Women Only Feel Empowered Once They Find The Man. It Is Just Not Up My Alley. I Don't Believe In It. There Is Nothing You Can Control About Love.

Am I Lonely? Yes. Am I Upset? Yes. Am I Confused? Yes. Do I Have My Days When I've Thrown A Little Pity Party For Myself? Absolutely. But I'm Also Doing Really Well. I'd Be A Robot If I Said I Didn't Feel Moments Of Anger, Of Hurt, Of Embarrassment... [but] You Joke And Say, 'what Doesn't Kill You Makes You Stronger'.

Having Experienced Everything You Don't Want In A Partner Over Time, It Starts To Narrow Down To What You Actually Do Want.