I Am Never Writing A Breakup Record

I Have Never Been Insecure, Ever, About How I Look, About What I Want To Do With Myself. My Mum Told Me To Only Ever Do Things For Myself, Not For Others.

I Want To Go And See Things As A Fan Again. I Am A Fan, But I Can't Remember What It Feels Like To Be A Fan Anymore. Because I've Become An Artist. I've Become The Artist.

I Get So Nervous On Stage I Can't Help But Talk. I Try. I Try Telling My Brain: Stop Sending Words To The Mouth. But I Get Nervous And Turn Into My Grandma. Behind The Eyes It's Pure Fear. I Find It Difficult To Believe I'm Going To Be Able To Deliver.

I Mean, The Thought Of Someone Spending $20 To Come And See Me And Saying 'oh, I Prefer The Record And She's Completely Shattered The Illusion' Really Upsets Me. It's Such A Big Deal That People Come Give Me Their Time.

Don't Underestimate The Things That I Will Do.