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I Love Man As Creator, Lover, Husband, Friend, But Man The Father I Do Not Trust. I Do Not Believe In Man As Father. I Do Not Trust Man As Father.

The Child In Me Could Not Die As It Should Have Died, Because According Too Legends It Must Find Its Father Again. The Old Legends Knew, Perhaps, That In Absence The Father Becomes Glorified, Deified, Eroticized, And This Outrage Against God The Father Has To Be Atoned For. The Human Father Has To Be Confronted And Recognized As Human, As Man Who Created A Child And Then, By His Absence, Left The Child Fatherless And Then Godless.

My Life Is Slowed Up By Thought And The Need To Understand What I Am Living.

We Love Best Those Who Are, Or Act For Us, A Self We Do Not Wish To Be Or Act Out.

The Cynic Is A Coward. He Foresees All Barrenness So That Barrenness Can Never Surprise Him.