How Much Time Have I Wasted On

Finding The One Is Not Just A Feeling, It's An Educated Guess. I Feel Like I Chose Someone To Share My Life With Who Is My Friend.

I Mean, I Grew Up In The Valley. All My Friends Were White Jewish Kids. So The Latino Kids Thought I Was This White Girl.

I Could Have Easily Been Too Afraid To Say 'yes' To Chicago, Because It Requires So Much I Haven't Done Before. If I Am A Flop At Singing And Dancing, Maybe My Love For It Will Carry Me Through.

I Think Hispanic Women Are Beautiful With Their Curves. I'm Not Sure Who Feels That Way In Hollywood. I Was Never Told To Lose 50 Pounds. If They Think That They Just Don't Bother With You. You Just Don't Get The Role And You Never Know Why. That's Still Better Than Physically Harming Yourself And Becoming Unhealthy Just To Star In A Movie.

Sometimes I Worry More About Losing Weight Than Gaining Weight, Because This Is How People Know And Accept Me. I Do Feel Like If I Wanted To Get In Better Shape, There Might Be A Backlash Of, Why Isn't She Comfortable With Herself Anymore? So I Try To Figure Out What My Own Goals Are.