He Didnt Know What Was Defeating Him,

An Extraordinary Writer....it Is The Vastness Of Nick Tosches’ Heart That Makes It Possible To Reveal The Darkness.

Writing, Like Any Art, Is A Continuing Process Of Discovering The Infinite Possibilities Of Life.

But To Believe That Getting Stuff Is The Purpose And Aim Of Life Is Madness.

Life Was Not Longer Something To Endure, But To Live.

I Was Sitting At Home And Had A Profound Experience. I Experienced, In All Of My Being, That Someday I Was Going To Die, And It Wouldn't Be Like It Had Been Happening, Almost Dying But Somehow Staying Alive, But I Would Just Die! And Two Things Would Happen Right Before I Died: I Would Regret My Entire Life; I Would Want To Live It Over Again. This Terrified Me. The Thought That I Would Live My Entire Life, Look At It And Realize I Blew It Forced Me To Do Something With My Life.