God Always Has Another Custard Pie Up

They Have - They Do Still Hit Me Occasionally, And It's An Overwhelming Grief For What - Even Though My Life Is So Good Now, Even Including Going Through Treatment For Cancer, My Life Is Incredible.

But I Don't Want Anybody To Say Have The Right To Say Well If You Bloody Brits Don't Like It Go Home. And They Have The Right To Say That If You Haven't Become A Citizen.

It Eats You Up. It Eats You Up. And You Have To - I Had A Lot Of Help. I Had A Lot Of Therapy. And I Was Able To - Because It Was Hard, You Know, To - You Can't Just Lay It On Friends And Children.

And Yet, I Suppose You Mourn The Loss Or The Death Of What You Thought Your Life Was, Even If You Find Your Life Is Better After. You Mourn The Future That You Thought You'd Planned.

I Don't Want Marriage. You Know Why? Because I Did That. I Did It For 32 Years.