For Whatever Reason, I Have An Emotional

...it Can Be So Boring Being You Sometimes, And If You Were The Most Special Thing Like That, It Could Be Really Great, But Maybe Some People Say The Same Thing About You, And You Want To Tell Those People: 'no, You're Stupid, It's No Fun Being Me.

I Was Supposed To Go Out With This Girl, But The Plans Mixed Up Because I Was Working Late. So I Went To Her Apartment With A Flower. She Was Asleep, But I Really Wanted To See Her. I Figured I'd Be Like Romeo, And Climbed Up To Her Balcony And Gave Her A Rose. She Was Very Shocked. After That, It Was Over.

In Any Creative Endeavor, You Do Have To Sort Of Take Your Shots. Nobody Is Going To Beg You To Go Into The Creative Arts. So, If You Want To Pursue A Career In Something Like Acting Or Writing, The Motor And The Drive Have To Come From You. And That Does Take Courage Because, A, A Lot Of People Want To Do It, And B, It's Hard. So, You Have To Have The Guts To Put Yourself Out There And Go For It In Spite Of The World Saying, "you Know, It Would Be So Much Easier, If You Didn't Pursue This." So, It Does Take Guts.

I Wouldn't Want To Live Life In An Untroubled Garden, Blissful And Ignorant. I Would Want To Get Out Into The World, And Be A Part Of Something. In A Way I Was Born Into The Garden Of Eden, Or As Close As You Can Get In Our World; I Was Born White, Male, And In Palo Alto. I Had It Pretty Kush.

But I Don't Want To Die! I Have So Much To Do!