For Me, My Awakening Came When I

There Is - You Know, There's Receipts For Rented Cars And License Plates And Guns And Hand Prints And Palm Prints And Fingerprints. You Know, I Want To Wait Until I'm In A Court.

Even To Me, As I Was Trying To Tell The Government What Had Happened, It Just Didn't Seem To Matter.

And, Quite Frankly, I Fully Expected To Be Charged With Murder, Because They Weren't Charging Anybody. I Did It In Terms Of, I Felt Like I Was Throwing Down The Gauntlet Saying Look, This Is What Happened. There's A Family Out There That Needed To Know What Happened.

I Had Not Seen That Until - And When It First Came Out I Was Told. I Had Not Seen Or Been Aware Of All Of That Physical Evidence. And When I Saw It, I Was Horrified. It Was So Astounding To Me To See That There Was That Much Evidence.

I Got Hit In The Face With A Gun. I'm Not Very Fragile At All. It Makes Me Think Maybe Things Would Be Easier If I Were Terribly Frail And Fragile Somehow.