For Me, My Awakening Came When I

And Here In Los Angeles, Once Again, I'm Going To Go Down And Be A Witness. There's A Guilty Plea. I Don't Mind Being On The Witness Stand, But I Think They Mind It A Lot.

And You Probably Remember All Of Those Papers And Documents That They Had Published In The Newspapers. And, You Know, When You Look At That, It Really Was Their Own Little Jihad That They Had Going. It Just Wasn't Taken Very Seriously Then.

Even To Me, As I Was Trying To Tell The Government What Had Happened, It Just Didn't Seem To Matter.

My Daughters Have Grown Up Knowing All About My Kidnapping And The Case And What Happened.

I'm A Coward, I Didn't Want To Die.