For All The Things I'm Losing I

Over And Over Again In My Life, I Find Closeness To Other People And Proximity To Other People Really Painful; That's Part Of My Mental Illness, Social Anxiety. Closeness To Other People Is Really Hard, But It's Also A Shame Because It's All You Want Too. But It Doesn't Always Work.

Time And Time Again I Can't Please Myself.

I Think That, Often, The People Who Can Make You Happy Are Right There, And Having Them In Your Life Would Make Your Life Better, But You Can't See How To Do It.

But What You Realise After You've Been In The Business For A While Is That People Develop Opinions About You That Don't Have Anything To Do With Your Music, They Like Or Dislike You For A Million Reasons, They Like Or Dislike You For Your Last Record.

Being In A Band Is About Making The Band The Priority.