Falling In Love With Him Was Completely

I’m More Comfortable With Myself Than When I Was Younger. I Hated Myself Then. Wait, I Didn’t Hate Myself – That’s A Strong Word. But I Was So Diffident. I Didn’t Know How To Act, For One. I Had No Confidence In That Area Or In Myself At All, Really. I Had A Big Inner Critic And Still Do. I Just Don’t Listen To It So Much.

I Had Never Had Any Experience Of Autism Before And I Would Come Home And Look At My Son, Billy, Who Is Now Two, And Be Absolutely Paranoid, Particularly Because He Loves Thomas The Tank Engine, And Lots Of Autys Love Thomas. But He Is Not Very Good At Pointing, And Autistic Children Absolutely Love Pointing.

I Was A Mixture Of Being Incredibly Old For My Age And Incredibly Backwards. I Was Born Quite Old, But Then I Stopped Growing. I Lived With My Mum And Dad Till I Was 30.

It Took Me Ages To Grow Into Being A Woman, Into Being Happy With It.

But It's Often Been The Case, I've Done So Many Countless Small, Independent Films That Really 3.2 People Have Seen, So You Never Know. You Do It For The Joy Of The Part And Not Necessarily Expect Anyone To See The Final Product.