Everybody Acts Like I'm Nuts. I'm Not

I Read On The Internet That I Was Dead.

Put A Little Love Here In My Void.

When I Watch Tv, And Tcm Isn't On, I Just Switch Channels And Look At All The Information About Everything. The Internet Is Perfect For That, Which Is Why I Didn't Really Want To Get A Computer In The First Place. I Thought, "if I Have A Computer And Know About This Whole Google Thing, I Am Not Going To Be Able To Sit Still For A Second; I'm Going To Think About Something And Then Have To Look It Up." I Have Never Bought Myself A Computer Or A Phone, But Guys In My Life Have Bought Them For Me, For Whatever Reason. So Now I Have Them.

When I Was A Kid--10, 11, 12, 13--the Thing I Wanted Most In The World Was A Best Friend. I Wanted To Be Important To People; To Have People That Understood Me. I Wanted To Just Be Close To Somebody. And Back Then, A Thought Would Go Through My Head Almost Constantly: "there's Never Gonna Be A Room Someplace Where There's A Group Of People Sitting Around, Having Fun, Hanging Out, Where One Of Them Goes, 'you Know What Would Be Great? We Should Call Fiona. Yeah, That Would Be Good.' That'll Never Happen. There's Nothing Interesting About Me." I Just Felt Like I Was A Sad Little Boring Thing.

As A Person Who Performs On Stage, It's Good To Be Emotionally Open. If You Mess With Someone When They Are In That State, It's Like You're Messing With An Animal When It's Eating.