But I Knew That Someday I Was

I Guess It Could Be Said That The Inspiration For 'requiem For A Dream' Is Watching The American Dream Not Only Destroy So Many Lives In The U.s., But Infect The Rest Of The World With Its Obsession With Getting More, Ignoring The Deadly Effect That Has On The Planet.

When I Stop Doing The Things That Make Me Unhappy, I Will Experience The Happiness That Is That Natural State Of Being. See, I Don't Think We Were Created With Some Pain And Misery And Whatever. I Think We Were Created By Whatever This Thing Is, When It Extended Itself, And, Here We Are. But I Pile On So Many Misconceptions That I End Up Uncomfortable In My Own Skin.

The Resistance And The Degree Of The Resistance To The Natural Phenomenon Of Life Causes Tremendous Suffering.

I Certainly Do Attempt To Live According To Spiritual Principles. That's Always The Foundation Of Each And Every Day. I Have Experienced Some Things In My Life That Just Force Me To Believe In Some Sort Of Power. A Creative . . . Creative Power Source; However You Want To Phrase It. I Certainly Have Experienced That Presence. And I Have Experienced What I Consider The Basic, What We Would Call Love And Concern.

I Have Rituals For Cleaning Out Resentments, Disappointments, Heartbreak, Depression And For Work. One Of The Things I Do Is Go Over Old Stuff If I Have Been Unable To Write For A While.