But I Just Loved Looking At The

I Wanted To Be In Film. I Wanted To Be A Film Student, Possibly Be A Director Or Cinematographer, Not An Actor. That Was My Goal. I Didn't Believe I Had The Physical Beauty That I'd Seen Projected And Advertised In Movies, In Theater. It Just Wasn't For Me.

I Felt Beauty Was A Magnet For Abuse, And I Had Suffered Greatly For It.

I Grew Up In A Family Where We Weren't Allowed To Talk About Beauty Or To Put Any Emphasis On Physical Appearance.

I Came From Poverty And Was Part Of Those Circumstances.

And As I Reinvent Myself And I'm Constantly Curious About Everything, I Can't Wait To See What's Around The Corner In Newfound Art And Entertainment And Exploration.