But I Don't Want To Die! I

I've Been Acting For Many Years Now, And I Find There's Nothing I Enjoy More Than Making Films With My Friends And People I Like, Who Also Are The Funniest People Around.

When I Went To Film School About Three Years Ago, The First Two Years You're Required To Make A Series Of Short Films. I Started Making Films Based On Short Poems.

When We Were Doing 'freaks And Geeks', I Didn't Quite Understand How Movies And Tv Worked, And I Would Improvise Even If The Camera Wasn't On Me. I Thought I Was Helping The Other Actors By Keeping Them On Their Toes, But Nobody Appreciated It When I Would Trip Them Up. So I Was Improvising A Little Bit Back Then, But Not In A Productive Way.

I Could Have A Sex Change And Become A Woman, Physically. But In Some Ways That Isn't Even Necessary. Because We Live In A Time When Real Life, And Virtual Life Are At Parity. We Are So Used To Being Creators, And Creating Versions Of Ourselves, Mainly Online, And Through Our Communication Technology, That I Could Very Well Picture Myself As A Woman, And Consider Myself A Woman, Even If My Body Would Be Classified As A Male Body By A Medical Examiner.

We Fell In Love Last Night. He's The Coolest Guy.