Before My Mother Died, She Told Me

I Had A Fear Of Losing, A Fear Of What Might Happen If I Had A Bad Game. Would I Get Dropped? I Don't Remember A Lot Of Stuff In My Career.

I Remember Being In West Ham's Youth Team And Seeing Jody Morris Play For Chelsea At 17 And You Scoring For Liverpool On Your Debut When You Were 18. I Was Watching It On Soccer Saturday And I Was Like, "i Can't Believe He's Scored!" It's Professional Jealousy. It's Best To Be Honest About It. It Gave Me Real Desire. I Was Thinking "god I Want That To Be Me".

I Always Wanted To Be A Winner, To Score Goals. There Was No Massive Bravery In Terms Of My Mum Passing Away And Stepping Up. I Just Wanted To Score. I Know Everyone Would Have Given Me A Pass On It If I Hadn't Taken It. But I'd Have Had The Hump With Myself If I'd Shirked It.

When I Was At School, I Wanted To Be A Lawyer.

People Had Said To Me New York Is Kind Of Cutthroat And People Walk Past You On The Street. I Find It The Opposite. I Find That People Want To Talk.