Because The Results Are Unpredictable, No Effort

If My Attention Is Wandering, There Is Somewhere It Wants To Go, So Obviously It Does Not Want To Be Where I Am Holding It In The Name Of Some Self-styled Obligation.

Just When I Think I Have Learned The Way To Live, Life Changes.

Just When I Think I Have Learned The Way To Live, Life Changes And I Am Left The Same. The More Things Change The More I Am The Same. I Am What I Started With, And When It Is All Over I Will Be All That Is Left Of Me.

When Someone Disagrees With Me, I Do Not Have To Immediately Start Revising What I Just Said. People Don't Want Me To Always Agree With Them. They Can Sense This Is Phony. They Can Sense I Am Trying To Control Them: I Am Agreeing With Them To Make Them Like Me. They Feel; "i Don't Want To Exist To Like You. I Don't Exist To Like You."

Boredom Or Discontent Is Useful To Me When I Acknowledge It And See Clearly My Assumption That There's Something Else I Would Rather Be Doing. In This Way Boredom Can Act As An Invitation To Freedom By Opening Me To New Options And Thoughts. For Example, If I Can't Change The Activity, Can I Look At It More Honestly?