As Soon As I Hear The Word

At The Age Of 50, I Did "celebrity Fit Club" And I Had To Get On A Scale And Be Weighed In Front Of Everyone. I Felt Like I Was Naked And For The First Time, There Was Nowhere To Hide. I Felt Like I Could Finally Be Myself. It Was Really Cathartic, And I Realized I Could Share My Mistakes. I Could Tell My Story And Not Be Ashamed, And Show Others With These Same Problems That They Aren't Alone.

This Thing In Society That You Have To Be A Stick Will Always Be In My Mind, But That's Just Something I Have To Deal With.

Stars Now Also Have Problems With Drugs, And It Can Be Even Harder Being So Out In The Public Eye - It's Hard For Them To Keep Their Sanity And Normal Self Present, But They Can Do It.

I Was Actually Losing About A Pound A Week Which Was Really Wonderful. It Was A Really Nice, And Good, And Healthy Way To Do It. And I Still Got To Eat My Chocolate Every Day Which Was Wonderful, Although I Haven't Had A Drink In A Really, Really, Really Long Time. I Love Being Outside And Working Out, And I Sometimes Jog With My Husband, And Sometimes I Jog With One Of My Daughter's Best Friends, And It's Incredible. I Was Able To Do Pilates For The First Time In My Life, Which Is Almost Better Than Sex. Not Quite, But Almost.

I Didn't Think I Could Be My Imperfect Self. I Pretended I Was Marcia, So I Was Always Playing This Role. I Became Her, But Yet I Wasn't. It's Strange.