And As Ridiculous As It May Sound,

Most Books Aren't Pure Nonfiction Or Fiction.

Some People Think Memoirs Should Be Held To A Perfect Journalistic Standard. Some People Don't. Obviously I Don't. My Goal Was Never To Create Or To Write A Perfect Journalistic Standard Of My Life. It Was Always To Be As Literature.

I Feel Strong. Not Strong Enough To Face Myself, But Strong Enough To Keep Going.

And Loss Of Control Is Always The Source Of Fear. It Is Also, However, Always The Source Of Change.

Everything I Know And I Am And I Have Seen Felt Done Past Present Past Now Then Before Now Seen Felt Done Hurt Felt Focus Into A Something Beyond Words Beyond Beyond Beyond And It Speaks Now And It Says. Stay. Fight. Live. Take It.