All I Really Want To Do Is

Definitely Haven't Been Doing Writing. I'm So Intimated By It Now Because I Sort Of Put It To Bed After I Graduated, And I Got So Focused On Acting. But It Is Something That I Hope Get Brave Enough - Even If I Just Go Back It For Myself - It Is Something That Is Very Close To My Heart And I Do Hope That It's Not Something That Is Gone Forever From My Life. I Guess That's Just A Choice; No One's Going To That Do For Me, So I Need To Be The One To Do It.

I've Been The Victim A Lot, So I've Often Played The Person Who's Getting Raped Or Murdered Or Abused. And So, To Actually Be Raping And Murdering And Abusing People Is A Whole Different Kind Of Challenge, And One That Was Very Difficult, At Times.

Sometimes I Would Go Home From Work And Just Stare At The Wall For A Couple Of Hours. But, I Can't Complain. Whatever Knocks You Out Working Is The Kind Of Work That I Want To Be Doing Because It's Always Those Challenges That Are The Most Exciting, And The Things I Hope To Get To Keep Doing In My Work.

As Someone Who's Been Doing A Lot Of Classical Theater Recently, I Loved The Idea Of Getting To Run Around In Steven Alan, And Not Be In A Corset And A Wig, And Not Have A Dialect, And Get To Be In A 90-minute Play With No Intermission, And Get To Do Real Comedy.

I Re-read A Lot Of My College Writing While We Were In Rehearsals, And It Was So Strange. It Was Wonderful To Go Back And Revisit That Part Of My Life. It Did Kind Of Make Me Hungry For It Again.