After Many Years Of Self-flagellation, I've Realised

It Opens Wednesday Or Friday.

I'm So Envious Of That Genetic Wiring That Immediately Puts A Smile On Your Face. My Genetic Wiring Just Puts Creases In My Eyebrows.

I Am Critical Of Myself Like Everyone Else. You Go To A Movie Theater And You Are Forty Feet High. I Had Bad Skin As A Teenager And I Am A Shy Person, But I Think I Am In The Perfect Business To Fight My Insecurities. You Have To Learn To Love Yourself And Say 'i Am Pretty Cool' Instead Of Being So Critical. You Can Easily Fall Into The Trap Of Doing That.

When I Got The Job I Thought About Her A Lot. Not Only Was I Getting A Great Job In A Really Good Movie, But It Was With Lindsay Lohan. She's So Famous And I Don't Have Any Of That, I Have Never Experienced That Kind Of Intense Scrutiny That She's Under, So Of Course I Wondered What It Would Be Like Acting Opposite Her. I Can Tell You That It's Like Being With The Beatles. You Cannot Fathom The Kind Of Attention She Gets. It's Mind Boogling.

I Feel Prematurely Old. I'm Actually Having This Major Belated Quarter-life Crisis. I'm Turning 30 In A Couple Of Weeks. I've Been Thinking A Lot About Mortality. A Lot About What I'm Going To Do With My Life And How To Enjoy It. One Of The Things I'm Going To Work On Is Being More Spontaneous, Letting Go, Embracing The Beauty Of Come-what-may.